Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Mother's Day 2011

This Mother's Day was the hardest ever for me. How do you celebrate Mother's Day when your mom is no longer here to call, hug, or kiss? You don't celebrate. I was depressed enough with my shoulder surgery not being able to do anything (still can't). Then to think there would be no opportunity to call my mom and hear her sweet voice..I sank into the deepest hole. I don't want to forget her voice. I love her so much.

I called my sister so she would have a phone call for the day and I called my dad. This was their first Mother's Day without mom, too.

Having the gospel I can at least look forward to seeing her in the eternities; but for right now that knowledge doesn't make up for the empty feeling in my heart.

People tell me in time it gets easier. I don't see how. My angel mother is the best mom in the world and she will always mean the world to me.

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