Sunday, August 1, 2010

Climb Every Mountain

Friday night, we were able to see The Sound of Music at the Lamar Port Arthur Theater. Chad played the part of Captain Von Trapp and his acting abilities and musical talent were displayed in a way that popped my buttons with pride. The show still plays next weekend if you get a chance to see it. And bring your families, the little ones will enjoy every minute of it. We got a kick out of Braydon when he saw Chad kiss Maria--Braydon said, "That's not Meigan. Oh, no". And when a scene was over, he couldn't wait to clap. He bounced and danced in his seat when the music was playing. A much better show than Avatar the cartoon, Bakugan and Pokemon; well, OK I didn't ask him that question.

I did fine throughout the show until the part I was dreading..Climb Every Mountain. My mom had a beautiful singing voice. And one of the songs she used to sing was "Climb Every Mountain". Many memories entered my heart. And, the words of the song were appropriate for me at this time as I climb a mountain that is very difficult, even with the gospel. How do you say good-bye to your mother when you know it will be the last good-bye?

I admit, I am suffering right now. My mom is on my mind every minute of every day...as soon as my feet hit the floor in the morning until they leave the floor at night.

Holli posted a beautiful video from Elder Holland, and his last words were "Don't quit". That's my goal.

Climb every mountain, search high and low
Follow every byway, every path you know.
Climb every mountain, ford every stream,
Follow every rainbow, 'til you find your dream!

A dream that will need
all the love you can give,
Every day of your life
for as long as you live.

Climb every mountain, ford every stream,
Follow every rainbow, 'til you find your dream!

2 comments:

Maren said...

love you mom.....

Thereasa said...

We should get together some time Rondi. I'd love that so much.

I lost my mom just a few weeks before my 27th birthday. I honestly didn't think it would be possible to live without her.

I love Raggedy Ann dolls (my mom's name was Ann). Way back in 1978 - my mom made a big Raggedy Ann doll for me (Christmas gift). I held on to that doll for months and months after my mom passed away. The doll now sits in the front room of our home - surrounded by other Raggedy Ann dolls (you really should come visit my home, you'd smile so big at my red headed dolls with hearts - LOL - they sure make me smile).

Anyways, I have held that big doll and cried many days - my physical way to touch my mom I suppose?

After my mom passed away, I'd take a lawn chair and sit for hours at her grave - mourning for her. I'd also take my journal - and write. So young - and lost was I all those years ago. And Rondi - I had 3 little children.

Shortly after my mom's death - Chris lost his job for Southern Pacific RR - which caused us to have to up root from a place I dearly loved - and move away to Lake Charles, Louisiana. That was not an easy move! And I did not like all the change that kept coming and coming ... and I could control nothing! I felt lost needless to say.

But a few years later - back in 1986 - Chris and I moved to the Beaumont area. I can't imagine not knowing all the many special people I've come to know because of those changes.

Times, seasons and change. And the fast ticking of the clock. And the reason's of all the many why's ... ?

I love you too!
You're the best!
You've taught me so much Rondi, and you've inspired me so much.

Sincerely!